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Subject:Leaving you behind.
Time:03:46 pm
Rather than delete or have to go through all the old stuff, I've made a new LJ.
Ashzombie =]

Still be my friend?

=]
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Time:08:19 pm
i wish I had a switch that made everything better for everyone. I wish everyone, myself included, realised there was a fabulous life past the pain. An amazing, fabulous life. It just takes a bit of a fight to push through to get to it. Yes, it's shit. It makes us cry. We absolutely, hate ourselves, can't stand to look at ourselves, cut ourselves to bits, make ourselves ill. We all need something to believe in. There's always something to believe in.
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Time:03:24 pm
I fucked up my final ever university exam in the most spectacular fashion. I walked out halfway through. What a massive fucking joke. I don't really know how I feel about university, but i'm not overly happy about it. I feel, if anything, a little bit lost. I've been from high school to 6th form, to college, to university without a break. Now what? I'd do a masters in political science if I get a 2:1, which is a large if, but if my exams are in the high 50's, again, a large if, and my dissertation get's a mark in the high 60's, it's doable. But I don't have four grand lying around. I suppose I'm looking forward to reading books with a story instead of a theory. So y'know. We'll see how the ball rolls if nothing else xxx
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Time:03:52 am
I'm 200 words away from my minimum word limit and the essay's a load of shit.
I worked out, overall, that failing this module (100% of my module is this essay mark) loses me 8.7%
Hmmmmmm.

Fuck it. I'm going to fucking bed.
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Time:11:12 pm
I'm currently trying to do my last ever university essay,and I have for 2 days solid.

I have just under 2,000 words of a 3,000 word essay and it's harder than my dissertation was.

I want to stab myself in the eye.

Fuck.OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
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Time:12:56 pm
My dissertation totals to (without my lit review and with my appendix (which I didn't think counted, but they do!)) 20,314.

I only have another few hundred words left to write, then I have a 3,000 words essay in next week - which I totally thought was due in on Thursday,so that's made my month then I'm all finished.

20,314 WORDS. Fucking hell.
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Subject:My dissertation's trying to kill me.
Time:03:03 am
Fuck offffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
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Time:08:20 pm
They say everybody writes a journal with the hope that someday somebody will read it. I think most people in the explicitly-public LJ-land list interests in the hope that someday somebody will ask about them. This meme, like a dating service, turns all that hoping-somebody-will-ask into a straightforward request. Viva communication!

Leave a comment and choose 7 of my LJ profile interests for me to explain/write about.

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Subject:Justice for the 96.
Time:06:17 pm
You'd have to be soul-less not to be moved by any part of this.

So,so sad.

So so moving to hear the bells ring 96 times and to know why.

R.I.P
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Time:03:45 pm
Do you have ANY idea how hard it is to sneeze,cough and wee all at the same time?!
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